amedee's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Matt's verse and other ramblings This is an excerpt from a little book my friend Tina gave me. I'm wrtting this in my journal for some one to see. She knows who she is. Check this out : Romans 8:38-39 says, "for I can convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither present nor future, nor any powers, neither hieght nor depth, nor anything else in all creation,will be able to seprate us from God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord." Hey, my name in Matt. There have been many times in my life that I have felt alone. I felt like God didn't care about me and was really far away, as if he was in a distant universe. When I was 17 I had a girlfirend. Although we both knew it was wrong, we did a lot of sexual things that were inappropriate, improper, and completely wrong. And we didn't treat each othersbodies with the respect we deserved. No matter how much I felt she satisfied my needs, at the end of the day, I feltalone and like my world was caving in. I realized that by disobeying God I had seperated myself from God. The night I realized this i screamed out to God that I didn't want to be alone anymore. I didn't want to feel rejected, distant and unloved. As Icried out to God that night I knew he loved me. I could feel the warmth of his love all over, and it gave me great peace. And that is what this sweet verse says. No matter what the situation you're going through, no matter hat you've done, God will always love you! Nothing you or anyone else can do can keep God form loving you. I guess I'm not wrting this only for her. But anyone else this may apply to. I think what Matt wrote can apply to many people. This comes from a loving friend, and I'm only worried for you. I will go to any length to try and stop anyone from hurting you and that includes yourself. Today I was looking through our TV guide and I saw the documentary "Bowling for Columbine" was on. I decided to watch it because this guy named Joe in my Latin class was talking about it. I watched it with my step dad. It was really nice to finally see someone saying our country isn't completely amazing. The guy who did the documentary was an American also. In America, especially with the war, we are just plan scared of everything. We are scared of Terrorists, Rapist, Serial Killers, Different Races, and everything else. It's all we hear about on TV, it's all the politicians talk about, America is just extra jumpy. The show didn't really come to a conclusion but anyway it's a good documentary and it shows our society needs to change. Finally. I got a new penpal today. I've been praying for one. Her name is Rachel and she is from England. My penpal list has depleted and I was down to one penpal (who is Kirsten form the Netherlands) And have been feeling lonely not getting letters in the mail. So I got a new membership at a Christian penpal place and this girl e-mailed me. I was so happy. Anyway...I'm going to play with my tamplate so I bid you adieu.
4:35 p.m. - 2004-04-17 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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